You are happy to hear from me.
You are interested in me.
You listen to me.
I dropped out of my family, or I wanted to, out of my culture.
Unlike the table tennis Germans, I have a perspective distant of white class.
My loneliness is not only my failure, but my goal in equal measure.
Loneliness also as a response to an unlivable culture.
I am not willing to argue with people. I want to leave them, and I have been leaving them for years.
I will always fall back on my loneliness if a place may not livable enough.
The other in people is that which is denied because of loneliness and oppression.
And be my pointing all error, it was I.