I want to find a community

11 Okt 2026
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In meiner Trauer strahlt das Leben Es gibt ein Leben nur mit dir

I want to find a community and I think I will. And I feel like I don’t have to be embarrassed about it. Because it’s a new community. And no one has it. No one has one. So, everyone needs one and I need one. Like everyone else.

I will find a community. I will not take it as a hint that no one likes me. That I am in need of a community.

Don’t I like others enough? Am I uninterested in others? Or is it rather that. I would like to like others but on my terms? Meaning, yes, you are okay the way you are. But can I – can I frame you?

In the way you are? Is that possible? If if you are surrounded by my world, you are as you are, I don’t change you, but okay, I change you. You come in my world and then you interact with it. That’s that’s what humans do, I think. So that’s why that way, yes, I change you or I would like to change you, but you can still act in my world.